For the fear of being too much becoming the Turn On.
6 month initation into your Sex, Heart and Inner Fire. The Belonging Within.
Woman, you know you’re holding yourself back. And that is just the spot that hooks you, isn’t it? Holding yourself back from what? It feels like nothing you’ve ever known. It feels right and wrong, bad and good at the same time.
You want a space that is not afraid of you, so you can bring yourself out of the box and get to know the woman you are becoming.
Because it is taking ennnnergy to hold it in.
You can’t even fully articulate it. It is a feeling.
So how can you do it? How do you show up for it? How do you make space for it? How do you stop fearing it?
This is how:
Liberate the erotic hunger.
Embrace your unhinged.
Connect to your inner oracle - your womb.
Tend to your body and build capacity to be with sensation.
Find and redirect your power leaks.
Descend into how much space there is for you to expand into and express within.
Be SEEN by other women who also hold what you’ve got:
a unique vitality that is dyyying for space.
that is crying out please, for the love of all things holy, stop trying to hold me back !!!
Become turned on by stripping off what you are not.
There is no safer place than feeling your erotic self unfiltered
You can’t plan out who you will become when this next layer falls away.
You can only follow the thrum of your vitality as it leads you into a life that has room for the real you.
The Turn On is going to give you a rich, fertile foundation for self-tending so that you can receive the life that is waiting for you to claim.
The Turn On is about coming to home to what is already in you.
Holding space for what needs to be felt on the way down.
At the base, there is your fire.
She is waiting.
Drop the Fight. Surrender the Good Girling. Lay it Down. Turn On.
Your Turn On is not about performing sexuality for anyone.
Your Turn On is your relationship to Vitality. Your raw human expression. And how this marries in with your soul desires.
You will meet the places where you…
Hide your power and dull your light
Struggle to receive and trust
Try so hard to get it right
Feel disconnected from your sex
Hunger for more
Resist your own fire
Fill the space
Shed
Reveal
Soften
Electrify
Pulse
Moan
Hum
Rest
Feed
Let Go
and as you meet these spots you will...
Do you catch yourself fawning? Is it frusterating?
Fawning is a protective strategy we use when we do not feel safe. Often we feel we are not safe in our belonging. It is likened to People Pleasing but is much more than that. It is when we instinctively sense that who we are, our natural impulses, expressions, desires and needs, would somehow cause us to not feel safe if they were perceived by others. We lose touch with our own knowing. Our own centre. Our own voice. We mimic, blend in, hide, control, appease, play nice or cool or good. And none of it is true to how we are.
The Turn On is an antidote to habitual fawning.
You will build capacity to feel yourself.
Through your erotic body.
Which shifts how you show up in relationships, share your needs, and express your creativity and Soul’s desires.
self-touch is part of The Turn On to cultivate body literacy, compassion through your hands, and thaw out guarding. Because of the hands-on, and at times hands-in, guidance, the Turn On is accepting only emotionally mature women who want this.
How Turn On is held:
I trust in your power. I trust in your inherently shamanic nature as a woman to feel, intuit and know things that do not make logical sense. I trust in your voice. As a transformation guide who supports women into self-belonging, I trust the death process, and trust the intelligence of your evolution in what needs to be let go of. In this container, I am trusting in your power. This does not mean you won't be held. This means I do not believe the disempowering beliefs. And you will be guided to connect with your body, your unconcious beliefs, and create space to feel more congruence with who you really are.
Details:
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$3,000 CAN
Payment Plans:$500 monthly for 6 months
$335 monthly for 9 months -
Each Month in the Turn On we will have 3 calls.
Transmission + Q+A
Embodiment Session
Coaching
The Turn On is a high touch personal journey within the group field. Replays will be available.
Our call schedule will be created throughout the onboarding process.
Our first call will be Nov 15th. -
Turn On is held in my Mighty Networks platform, The Wildernest. The space is dedicated to assignments, group posts, and all program information and module videos.
We have a Telegram chat thread for ongoing integration.
Each month will have 3 calls.
Transmission Talk + Q+A
Embodiment Session
Coaching
Dates will be listed as we near our first call, Nov 15.
Supplementary 1:1 sessions can be booked at an additional fee.
Your Commitments for Turn On:
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Attend live sessions whenever possible.
Communicate with me if you need support or clarification.
This is a beautiful opportunity to meet yourself, and for some, avoidance is a familiar pattern. Know that you are signing up to be part of an intimate group experience and you will be asked to show up. This is not something to passively consume. -
Stay in tune with your needs.
The Turn On is a transformational container focused on your embodiment and eroticism.
It is not therapy.
Part of tending is our capacity to hold ourselves, this is something we continue to build. You need a foundation of self-holding to enter Turn On.
The material we explore will be asking you to sometimes look at things you haven’t wanted to, or have not had capacity to yet, and this can be uncomfortable. It is all in service to your vitality. -
Turn On weaves multi disciplinary approaches to inner transformation and is at her core, an earth and soul led space. I use language like Soul, Desire, Mystery, Feminine, Masculine, Essence, Power, Pussy.
I also use language from secular nervous education. I am committed to the expression of your soul essence more than I am our preference for terms.
Nudity is fine on these calls.
The Compression: An unexplainable irritation nags at the corners of your smile. Everything fits just right but a shadow looms, whispering, “I am too much”. The sister voice slides in, “...but not enough”. Constant comparison and sizing yourself up. Chronic Good Girl with a side of resentful bitch that you can’t seem to keep locked down. Dopamine spikes when you say yes to yet another commitment in an overflowing calendar, and then crashes the moment you touch the tender longing inside begging for space. Connection feels like you’re walking on eggshells but you can’t get enough of it either. You chase your orgasms or avoid them altogether. Life is happening to you and the moment you find your center you are knocked around again.
So …the question is what are you hungry for? Because it’s not that.
For women who are hungry for…
The full on breathing room to follow their impulses, express themselves, and break the mold of smallness and self-shaming. Come home to your Turn On.
6 months of dedicated tending to your vessel and building out capacity
Time for the Big Woman level up by descending down and in.
Join us inside of Turn On for 6 months of guidance to
→ listen to your body
→ be with sensation
→ express impulses
→ embody truth
Your Eros is like the current of a river.
Turn On is in service to feeling the simplicity of your own aliveness. Letting it come through without the filter.
We no longer use our precious energy to uphold untruths, pinning down our expression at the corners of the jaw.
What if the river gets to flow?
What will be here when we let that happen?
What will stay?
How will it be different?
If you have felt this calling then you understand how scary it can feel to be at the edge of answering it.
Because it feels like birth, and death, at the same time. And it is.
When we have not fully individuated as women we have not fully met our womb. To individuate is the process of getting to know your essence, distinct from the fabric of society, family, and identity. Individuation is a journey through the personal and collective unconscious worlds, bringing more awareness to our shadows and the unseen. It is an orienting inward.
Our relationship to our womb is our relationship to cyclic rhythm.
Cyclic rhythm is the truth that everything has a seasonality to it, everything is in motion, and in a constant flow of rebirth/death.
To self-nurture is to recognize you hold the power for your choices. You hold the key to being responsible for your own vitality, your life force. You are the one who tends to this inner flow. You are the nurturance you seek outside of yourself. This is not to say we only need ourselves. Or that only living for ourselves is the way. The distinction is we value ourselves enough to stop looking to be fed from sources that aren’t nutritious for the Soul.
Your Power
No one else can feel it for you.
No one else can grant you access.
But some spaces can teach you how to meet yourself. Turn On will do this.
